To Hell and Back
A song project directed by Vane Lily
Narrative by Vane Lily & Carbon Monoxide
Fanart tag: #thab_fa



The afterlife was split into three different sects. There was Heaven, run by “God”, otherwise known as Carina. There was Hell, run by the “Devil”, also known as Lucifer. Purgatory existed somewhere in the middle, controlled equally by the two, and deemed to be something of a waiting room, where souls were suspended until their judgement.
Within Hell existed seven different domains, where sinners were sent to suffer for eternity, each distinguished by the nature of the sin that warranted punishment. These domains were headed by powerful demons, who, themselves, were once humans on Earth.
You see, judgement itself was a very simple process: the good go to Heaven, the bad go to Hell. So intuitive, a child would be able to figure it out. However, every now and again, someone would come along with rather... unique circumstances, that couldn’t be neatly fit into one or the other, that put into question the integrity of the system.
These people were often given a spot in Hell, given work as demons to enact torture on those who were deemed wicked enough to deserve it. Spared from eternal suffering, but under the condition that they have to spin the wheels of the system, perhaps for these individuals, it was a life not too dissimilar to the grind of a nine-to-five job on Earth.
Summaries by Carbon Monoxide / Crow graphic by moldapartment / Home page art by 11vein
SONGS
I. A Crow's Trial
...The devil's work life, suffice to say, is comedy at best.
II. This Is My Heart
...Mother Mary's rotting either way!
III. Perfectly Sweet
...Guaranteed to feed that ego’s meat!
IV. The Other One Left
...Each target is marked with the will of a sin.
V. Love Me
...Your love was fatal from the start.
VI. Golden Idol
...Watch the sunlight melt right through you.
VII. Scratch (Leave You Starstruck)
...Bedeviled or not, I’ll leave you starstruck.
VIII. ROT
...Watch the ROT consume your GOD
IX. Run Rabbit Run
...Let’s leave the rabbits as they writhe in pain.
CHARACTERS
(DAEMONS)
Kieran
Gender / Man (he/him)
Age / ???
Birthday / Unknown (Died ???)
Title / Lead Guide Demon
Likes / Smoking, guitar, city bustle
Dislikes / Isolation, quiet, coworkers, peppermint
Cold and withdrawn, this lonely boy feels as though he knows more about the people he’s responsible for than he does himself. Being the son of Lucifer, Kieran is tasked with guiding the newly-deceased spirits to judgement, where their fate is to be decided. After work, you can find him at a local bar or street corner enjoying a smoke; despite his status, it’s best to leave him be, he doesn’t appear to be the most approachable.
Trivia
- Cult following loves his guitar playing
- Has a soft spot for children

Art and design by 11vein
Nina Macías
Gender / Woman (she/her)
Age / 25
Birthday / June 2nd, 2155 (died 2180)
Title / Sinner
Likes / Writing, Liszt pieces, capybaras
Dislikes / The ocean, confined spaces, disobedience
Nina Macías is a young woman with a mysterious past. She isn’t one for conversation or companionship, and her refined, composed demeanor sticks out like a sore thumb amongst the sea of people who occupy Hell. Don’t let her unassuming looks fool you, Nina keeps a dagger on her at all times, and the hilt of her weapon has molded to the grooves of her hands.
Trivia
- Polyglot, proficient in 5+ languages
- Specializes in blades, but is proficient in firearms and poisons.

Art and design by 11vein
Leonardo James Vela
Gender / Genderqueer (he/she/they)
Age / 236
Birthday / November 9th, 1944 (died 1977)
Title / Head of Lust Department
Likes / Trashy romance novels, custom doll making, tamarind margaritas
Dislikes / Blue eyeshadow, obnoxiously loud cars, stained glass
Confident and with an inspiring work ethic, Leonardo James Vela works as the head of the Department of Lust. Tasked with punishing offenders and criminals alike, he takes on this job with a wicked smile and languid bravado. Buy him a drink, and Leo will be more than happy to tell you all about it. Push too deep into his past though, and he's likely to close you off.
Trivia
- Has managed to accumulate $10,000 of credit card debt in Hell
- Has a deep admiration for beloved Tejana icon Selena Quintanilla's music despite having died before her debut

Art by SomarGlenn / Design by Ali
Sarai Nassif
Gender / Woman (she/her)
Age / 216
Birthday / March 30th, 1964 (died 1999)
Title / Head of Gluttony Department
Likes / Shopping, sugary milk tea, corny romcoms, vodka
Dislikes / Co-baking, tardiness, summers, beavers
Sarai Nassif is an intelligent and kind woman, responsible for leading the Department of Gluttony, she dedicates her time to the punishment of those who indulge in the expense of the poor. Despite what her work entails, Sarai is deeply-empathetic, with a fiery passion for real and honest justice. Ask politely, and she’d be more than happy to whip you up a decadent dessert; just, don’t ask where she sourced her red food coloring.
Trivia
- Good at card games
- Surprisingly great breakdancer

Art by Neon / Design by Juno / Color direction by moldapartment
Cana Somlit Sayavong
Gender / Man (they/he)
Age / 180
Birthday / December 12th, 1999 (died 2024)
Title / Head of Envy Department
Likes / Snakes, savoy crepes, parkour
Dislikes / Saccharine sweets, pink, clowns
Proud, energetic, and with eclectic tastes, Cana’s background as an entertainer is made clear the moment you get to know him. His good-hearted, approachable nature makes for a striking sense of dissonance when taking into account his work as the head of the Department of Envy. Though, don’t be fooled, just because he takes his job seriously doesn’t mean he skimps on the theatrics.
Trivia
- Often streams at work, much to the chagrin of Lucifer. Lucifer only ever seems to give Cana warnings though.
- Snuck into a restricted domain to see “the cool hell snakes” and almost perma-died thrice during the trip. Snapped really cool pictures of this.

Art by 11vein / Design by angelfaIse
Isaiah Orunitemi Ogunkoya
Gender / Agender (he/they)
Age / 192
Birthday / August 11th, 1988 (died 2017)
Title / Head of Pride Department
Likes / Classic literature, owls, tart candy, JRPGs
Dislikes / Red wine, escape rooms, heights
Isaiah Orunitemi Ogunkoya is the demon responsible for helming the Department of Pride; though his demeanor is reserved and dry, his heart burns brighter than the sun, and he defines himself by his earnesty and compassion. Incredibly affable, if you ask him enough you’ll be sure to know more than you ever thought you could about the world of JRPGs.
Trivia
- While alive, Isaiah was diagnosed with ME/CFS, fibromyalgia, POTS, MCAS, and lupus.
- Was a huge theatre kid before entering medicine and is still embarrassed about it.
- His favorite Pokemon is Applin.

Art by SomarGlenn / Design by 11vein
Micah Xuan Tien
Gender / Woman (she/they)
Age / 209
Birthday / May 5th, 1971 (died 2006)
Title / Head of Greed Department
Likes / Diet coke, jewelry, open mic nights at bars, movie marathons
Dislikes / Bras, hot dogs, craft beers, Cyrus that fucking son of a bitch
Proud, boisterous, and with an unbeatable appetite for liquor, Micah’s got a larger-than-life personality that demands eyes on her wherever she goes. Her livelihood and personability is nothing short of enchanting, making for the perfect trap to keep you at the blackjack table for just one more bet. Behind the scenes, however, she’s immaculate and well-kept, with a severe preoccupation for little details.
Trivia
- While on Earth, she owned a hairless cat named Binky Booboo.
- Her favorite genres are bebop and modal. Hates serial atonality.
- Vietnamese-American; Creole heritage on her dad’s side. Spent summers in New Orleans.
- Died and immediately transitioned into a woman. Icon.

Art and design by ohmyghosts
Sa’eed “Najim” Al-Shamsi
Gender / [Unavailable] (they/it)
Age / 151
Birthday / March 27th, 2029 (died 2060)
Title / Head of Wrath Department
Likes / Building furniture, jerboas, the color yellow, koshary.
Dislikes / Fresh fruit, long car rides, folding laundry, gendered hair products.
Sa’eed likes to consider themselves a professional, and thus takes on a monotone affect, one that comes off sharp and uninviting, like silent anger. As such, they are read as intimidating simply by virtue of their resting expression. Despite this, any perceived hostility is purely incidental, and Sa’eed doesn’t realize they come off as unapproachable in the slightest. In fact, they wouldn’t mind if someone were to strike up a conversation every now and again.
Trivia
- When Sa’eed was signed onto Kismet, they chose the code-name “Najim”; a modification of a childhood nickname they were given by their mother.
- Sa’eed learned to code on a refurbished 2010 Dell laptop that was designated as the family computer.
- They can bench press 103 pounds, which isn’t that impressive actually

Art by SomarGlenn / Design by Brackets124
Alice "Acedia" Engström
Gender / Woman (she/her)
Age / 163
Birthday / September 9th, 2017 (died 2040)
Title / Head of Sloth Department
Likes / Reading, chamomile tea, crows, seafood.
Dislikes / Fennel, licorice, incorrect paperwork, negligence
Do not let Alice’s appearance fool you, because despite her build and stature, this woman is proficient in all things sadism. Smart, cunning, and with a killer’s edge lining her sweet exterior, she’s a seasoned professional in the world of murder. Of course, it's not that Alice is incapable of great compassion and care for those whom she deems worthy of that vulnerability, she’s just careful not to let herself be taken advantage of. To those who have been able to earn that trust, there’s no one more passionate and protective of her loved ones than her.
Trivia
- She likes tinkering with clockwork, with music boxes and trinkets being her favorite to work on.
- Alice’s favorite foods are honey, berries, mushrooms, and salmon. She eats like a wild bear.
- Can sing the Nier Automara soundtrack on command.
- She ADORES watching various game shows, and often tries to get the other heads together to watch them with her. Has a bad habit of blurting out the answers, though.
- In Hell, one's metaphysical body takes on the form of their internal sense of self and subconscious. Though many in her upbringing saw Alice’s disabilities as a burden, Alice felt they were just a part of who she was. Now in an environment that accommodates her accessibility needs, she carries them without the sense of inferiority those people tried to force upon her, and maintains them in her current form.

Art and Design by angelfaIse
STORY
I. A Crow's Trial
II. This Is My Heart
III. Perfectly Sweet
IV. The Other One Left
V. Love Me
VI. Golden Idol
VII. Scratch (leave You Starstruck)
VIII. ROT
IX. Run Rabbit Run
Summaries by Carbon Monoxide
CHARACTERS
(Humans)
Brooke Adams
Gender / Woman (she/her)
Age / 24
Birthday / Dec 30th, 2000
A committed lovestruck girl looking to take your breath away. Never shy about making her thoughts known.
Trivia
- Has parents established in the entertainment industry.
- Favorite game is League of Legends. No one seems to enjoy playing with her though.

Art and design by 11vein
Dr. Owen Maddox
Gender / Man (he/him)
Age / 41
Birthday / January 1st, 1976
A well respected doctor dedicated to researching the body. Working to advance his research, no matter the cost.
Trivia
- Attempted to get research published multiple times, but was denied due to poor methodology and analysis.
- Favorite TV show ever is The Office.

Art by SomarGlenn / Design by 11vein
Cyrus Ngo
Gender / Man (he/him)
Age / 35
Birthday / October 10th, 1971
Charismatic and exuberant casino owner, cold co-founder of KISMET. Willing to look the other way for the right price.
Trivia
- Loves the adrenaline of high-risk, high-reward situations.
- Originally wanted to study Architecture, but ultimately chose Criminology. Still really enjoys the former subject.

Art and design by ohmyghosts
I. A Crow's Trial
Kieran was a guide demon, he was the one tasked with bringing newly-arrived sinners to meet Lucifer for judgement. He was revered for his position, looked up-to by everyone he surrounded; Kieran was considered something of an adoptive son to the ruler of Hell, the two were close, and with that status, came respect.But Kieran had an issue…it didn’t go unnoticed to him, how everyone he talked to, sinner and demon alike, had some memory of their life on Earth. That’s something Kieran lacked. If he were to look inside himself, he saw nothing, he felt nothing, there was no sign that he’d even existed before arriving in Hell. A complete amnesiac, Kieran felt as though he were missing massive parts of himself.When asked, Lucifer revealed that he’d purposefully hidden Kieran’s memory, the experiences of his past life. Kieran found it difficult to trust the man he was so close to, and, over the course of centuries, the two drifted apart…Nina was an assassin. Vicious, uncaring, unfeeling. She found her home in the unforgiving steel of a dagger and the warmth of blood. So, she didn’t find herself too surprised, when she’d opened her eyes to fire and brimstone.But Kieran saw something in Nina. More than just a sinner, he saw an opportunity.Knowing she had nowhere else to go, he extended a deal. He would spare her from the eyes of judgement, and all she had to do was to help him attack Lucifer, stealing a piece of his heart in the process. If Kieran were to eat just that piece, he could regain his memories, and all his questions could be answered.In reality, his end of the deal was…stretching the truth, to say the least. She didn’t have to know that, though.Interested purely in self-preservation, Nina agreed. She was used to these sorts of deals, what’s another body count to a murderer?Unfortunately, things didn’t go precisely according to plan. They weren’t able to catch him off guard so easily, Lucifer defended himself against Nina’s attacks—knocking her to the ground—as he turned his attention to Kieran, betrayed by his son’s actions.Lucifer wasn’t angry. When Kieran looked up into his father’s eyes, he saw hurt. The boy unraveled with the guilt, and confessed his feelings to Lucifer, confessed that he felt empty, missing, broken, without his memories. He was truly honest for the first time, and told him that, without being able to trust the only man he considered family, he felt he had nothing.Lucifer met Kieran’s grief with compassion, encasing him in a hug, he whispered a sincere apology to his son.Nina looked on, and within her, something brewed.
Years of repressed emotions; hate, fear, anger. Things she was never allowed to express, a humanity she was never afforded.Nina had been used as a tool for as long as she’s been alive, an instrument of murder. And here, yet again, she felt simply used. It wasn’t fair, that Kieran got to have his happy family at her expense, while she was made an object—a means to an end.Fueled with her most primal of instincts, Nina stood behind Lucifer, and forced her arm through his torso. It was surprisingly easy, to pull his heart from his chest. It was even more satisfying, to watch the spark Kieran’s eyes die out, giving away to shock and horror, as his father’s body collapsed onto him.Wordlessly, and through tears she didn’t know she was crying, Nina ate all of Lucifer’s heart. Magic coursed through her veins, and for the first time in her life, she felt she was truly empowered.
Content warning: Topic of Sexual Assault
Reader discretion is advised
II. This Is My Heart
A Tejano born and raised in Austin, Texas, Leonardo James Vela was a wide-eyed young man with a bright future ahead of him. Both of his parents worked most hours of the day, it took a lot of effort for them to make a living, but Leo didn’t mind, he was grateful for the hard work his parents put in to give him the life he had.More often than not, Leo’s parents weren’t able to come home until late into the night. Unable to afford a babysitter and concerned with his safety, they decided to place Leo in the care of their church; they trusted their local priest—a man of good community standing and a decent family friend—to watch over him when needed.In retrospect, it was the perfect cocktail of factors. Leo had no other siblings, he was a loner by choice and kept to himself most days. What his priest ended up doing became more a matter of opportunism, and the knowledge that no one would believe the word of a child over a man of God.Being a victim of childhood sexual abuse had fundamentally changed the course of Leo’s life. Frustrated by the lack of support systems for victims and failed by the community he was supposed to trust, his goals had shifted, and he decided to become a detective, seeking to enact real justice.It was made quickly evident, however, that real justice didn’t seem to be in the cards for people like him. The system simply wasn’t interested in accommodating victims of abuse, it was a badly-kept secret; everybody seemed to know it, but no one seemed to want to do anything about it.No one until Leonardo Vela, that is. Taking things into his hands, he became a sort-of vigilante. He had access to the records, and a back-log of cases to be inevitably shredded, so it was just a matter of picking up the gun. With his own two hands, he became a murderer, striking terror into the hearts of predators, and bringing peace to their victim.It was by his 17th murder that he was inevitably caught. By then, he became something of an urban legend within the location he occupied, so when his identity was confirmed, law enforcement and the court rushed through his trial as quickly as possible in order to sentence him to death. At that point, he became something of a media sensation, and had the press stumbling over itself to get a word in from him.Restrained for lethal injection and pressed for a final statement, he left the world with one last sentence;
“All of them got what they deserved. But that last piece of shit? He had it coming for years.”When Leo opened his eyes again, he was met with the foreboding figure of Lucifer, towering over him in Hell.
“Ah, Leonardo Vela,” He said, with a wicked grin, “I’ve heard of your…talents, back on Earth. What say we make a deal? One I think you wouldn’t want to miss out on.”In the afterlife, Leo serves as the head of the Department of Lust, taking it upon himself to torture the sinners guilty of sex crimes.
III. Perfectly Sweet
Sarai Nassif was only a young girl when she and her family had immigrated out of Bangladesh. Like many others, they came to London to seek out a better life for themselves. Sarai’s parents risked it all to bring her to safety, left behind everything for the chance of a better future, and for that, she would be forever grateful.She was raised in a neighborhood of other like-minded immigrants. Her community was disenfranchised, their schools underfunded and homes run-down, but there was a deep love and sense of shared struggle that connected them together. Sarai acted as the beating heart of that community. Her parents owned a small local bakery that served desserts and pastries from her childhood home. The best cure for homesickness was a warm meal, her mother always said.Sarai would do anything for her community, she told herself. She knew the names of the regulars, of their religious leaders and school teachers. Sarai worked overtime to make extra food to give to the homeless, and free banquet spreads for events and birthday parties which would’ve otherwise remained without any treats.So she found herself in a sticky situation, when her little neighborhood began changing upon the whims of gentrification. Opportunistic businessmen saw their home as low real estate costs and an ‘untapped market’, rather than the sprawling, interconnected web of cultures that it was. Their business struggled over time, and Sarai’s family were confronted with a decision, either to sell the bakery, or to have it fail altogether.Anything for her community, she said…with a heavy heart, her parents signed the deal.New ownership was awful. Her little bakery became an imitation of itself, cutting costs to turn out a profit, with focus shifting to margins and numbers rather than the quality of the food. As an inevitable consequence, the business had failed to get back on its legs, and it was no longer seen as the pillar of hope and warmth that had once appealed to its guests. Business was so slow, and the quality was so poor, that rumors began floating around that the bakery was being used as a front for some kind of criminal organization.As quickly as he had bought it, the new owner wanted to get rid of it. Inundated with his greed, he wanted to burn down the whole thing—blame it on the ‘uppity locals’—and collect the insurance money to pave the way for a new apartment building. It would’ve been the perfect plan, had Sarai not stayed up working late the night it was to be enacted.It all happened so fast. One second, Sarai was stocking inventory, and the next, everything she had worked for, everything she had loved, had gone into flames. Knowing there was no way for her out of the fire, Sarai scrambled to find any sort of escape route, only to find sight of the new owner, with a jerry can in his hands.Her mind going a mile-a-minute, Sarai was furious, and in the midst of the chaos, she dragged him back into the flames. If she was going to lose everything, if her parents were going to be left without their daughter, she wanted him to lose it all as well.Upon her death, Sarai woke up in Hell, confronted with the foreboding presence of Lucifer. She was initially panicked, but he’d calmed her down, and informed her of a business deal he knew she would love.Sarai knew a thing or two about bad deals, and this wasn’t one of them. Shaking his hand, she was quickly crowned the head of the Department of Gluttony.
IV. The Other One Left
There was a lot you could do to a child, if you were to simply dangle a sense of love and security above their heads.As far back as her first ever memory, before she’d so much as learned to talk, Nina knew danger. Orphaned at an extremely young age, she quickly learned the most important lesson she was ever going to learn, and what she would carry with her for the rest of her life; the only thing she’ll ever truly have is herself.Dr. Macias saw something within Nina. He saw a young, lonely girl, desperate for family. He saw enumerable amounts of pain, he saw a gentle soul that could easily be molded to become something dangerous. He saw an opportunity.Nina understood from day one what her role was. She was a replacement for Dr. Macias’ late assistant. Although technically her father, he refused to ever allow her to call him that. It was always ‘Doctor’, or ‘Mister’, whatever was most impersonal. Over the years, Nina was experimented upon, she was conditioned and eventually turned into an assassin for [REDACTED], she understood herself as nothing more than an object, a thing she knew could be discarded as soon as it was deemed convenient, existing only for the purpose of bringing [REDACTED] back to life.Nina told herself she was only ever interested in self-preservation. She was cold, hardened, strong, worthy. In reality, that little girl Dr. Macias had set his eyes upon was still alive, a part of her she never dared to acknowledge. Deep within her, she wondered, why it seemed that the world deemed her unworthy of having the only thing she’s ever really wanted, a family to call her own.
V. Love Me
Cana Somlit Sayavong never seemed to have the best of luck in his love life, to put it mildly. Having been born in a small town in Washington, a child of Lao immigrants, he never seemed to find people to connect with; he was often derided as being too strange. From his interests to his gender, he never felt as though he’d been aligned with anything that was expected of him.
That’s how it was, for most of his childhood, up until he met someone in high school. A classmate of his, a young man who didn’t seem to mind that Cana had little interest in skirts and an intense fixation on lizards and insects. He’d been lonely, for the longest time, so he had no way of knowing that his new boyfriend had been dismissive, cruel, and distrustful. Cana was simply grateful to have any sort of a positive relationship with someone.During their senior year, Cana’s boyfriend began to grow distant, showing little interest in his partner while, at the same time, growing increasingly more controlling of where he went and what he did. Until, one day, he’d walked in on his boyfriend cheating on him.Cana was hurt and outraged, he wanted to break things off right then and there, but his boyfriend begged him not to. He’d started by playing on Cana’s pity, talking about how hard his life had been and how every man cheats. When Cana wasn’t sympathetic, the appeal to emotions turned into abject rage. In moments, they were screaming at each other, the altercation had turned physical, and things quickly took a turn for the deadly.Cana’s boyfriend seemed to harbor some deep sense of resentment and ownership over Cana, and, outraged by not having control over him, brandished a knife, seemingly with the intention to kill. Cana didn’t know what to do, and after a fight where he’d suffered a stab wound in his side, Cana ended up being the one to murder his attacker.It had been obvious, to every legal practitioner in the state, that Cana had acted in self-defense. His stab wound and the multiple bruises were evidence of the severity of the situation, and the woman Cana’s boyfriend had cheated on him with provided her own witness testimony, backed up by the accounts of neighbors who’d heard the fight go down that night. Despite this, murder was still murder, and although, legally, he’d been just fine, his reputation and finances were forever undermined.Cana’s ex had family in high-ranking positions, sitting among the wealthiest of his area, and they ensured that the legal process was as financially debilitating as it could possibly be. These same family members had a lot of social influence as well, so the few people in his life who may have been sympathetic to him were now convinced he’d been a cold-blooded murderer.Now all Cana had left was his family, as they’d been the only people who’d been on his side unconditionally, and they were forced to file for bankruptcy and sell their house just to afford paying off the legal bills. At just 18 years old, Cana had been labelled a murderer and an evil individual; the social ostracization had gotten so severe they’d been forced to move to Seattle, to live with extended family who’d been willing to house them until they got back on their feet.If nothing else, the move helped Cana try and start with a brand new blank slate. He’d been able to transition in this new environment, changing his name and appearance drastically, and there was no way now that anyone from his past would be able to identify him. All that being said, the guilt weighed down on him heavily, not just for what his family had to endure, but for the act of murder in and of itself. Although it was done in self-defense, it was hard for him not to feel as though he were an evil, irredeemable monster.Now considered a high school dropout and being unable to find a good job with his legal record haunting him, Cana had tried to raise money for his family in all sorts of unconventional ways, not the least of which being streaming and becoming a VTuber. Cana had always had an affinity for gaming and performance arts, and he thought of it as a good way to redefine himself after the move and transition. Surprisingly enough, though he started streaming just off of his cousin’s cheap computer, Cana began amassing an audience who’d adored him.Cana rode the wave, and ended up earning some decent revenue off of viewer donations and sponsorships. It helped that VTubing allowed Cana to dissociate from his life and past, to put on a character that was essentially a stranger, even to himself, to remove himself from his guilt and past reputation. It was with this new development that his family had been able to get a place for themselves, and for just a moment, things were finally looking up.That’s when he met Brooke Adams, a fellow streamer within the same space he’d occupied and someone who’d made her admiration of Cana’s success extremely apparent. She was fun, bubbly, even a little clingy, but Cana saw her as being well-intentioned and earnest. She’d even lived within the same area, and they would often collaborate so that Brooke could get a little bit more attention on her channel.One day, Brooke confessed to Cana that she’d been in love with him, and Cana felt…awkwardly about this confession. It was true that, to some degree, the crush had been mutual, he would’ve been open to trying out something romantic, but he was still too scared to get into another relationship; emotionally, he just wasn’t ready. As politely as he could, he turned her down.That was when Brooke’s demeanor had suddenly changed, she’d turned serious, and said that she knew of Cana’s secret. His heart had suddenly dropped, Brooke threatened to reveal him “as the murderer he really was” to his audience if he didn’t comply, and everything he would’ve worked so hard to rebuild would be gone in the snap of a finger.It was there that Cana realized Brooke wasn’t asking a question, she was making a demand. Reluctantly, he agreed, for what choice did he have?His life had fallen into a sickeningly familiar rhythm at this point. Every interaction, every ‘date’, every collab they’d done together was underscored with the idea that Cana would be brought back to square one if he had dared do anything other than what was asked of him.Brooke took great pleasure in this, she loved being able to break him down, to ruin him and reduce him to flesh with the audacity of pulse. She estranged Cana from his family, forcing him to move out and live with only her. She demanded access to every little facet of his life, and he couldn’t say no.Over time, the fear he’d bottled up turned into a deep, simmering rage. It was visceral, and it expressed itself through lashing out at Brooke verbally, ‘biting back’, so to speak, out of a desire to express any of his own individuality or free will. Any time this happened, however, Brooke would say that, of course, a murderer like him would act in such violent ways. That always seemed to shut him up.Arguments happened daily, if not multiple times a day, Cana never knew any peace living within her. Some days, he felt like a vessel for his rage, like what ‘Cana’ once had been was replaced with indignance and violence; there was one day where, after a particularly scathing comment, Brooke had struck him, leaving him with a black eye.She’d apologized later, kind of. In a, “You shouldn’t have made me that angry,” sort of way. Cana grew resigned, receding into himself. Now more than the emotional manipulation, he was afraid of what she would do to him physically; he flinched any time she touched him.In his dreams, the one part of his life Brooke couldn’t violate, Cana’s pent-up anger expressed itself in violent, homicidal visions. He’d picture his hands around Brooke’s throat, a knife to her jugular, anything and everything that would’ve led to her death. At points, these dreams bled into his own reality, they’d grow so strong that they’d invade his vision anytime she was around him. They made him feel awful, this wasn’t the person Cana wanted to be.One night, when Brooke was in the shower, she’d left her phone on their bed, unlocked. Cana wondered if there was anything he could find on there that would potentially get him out of this mess, so he snooped. After only a couple of minutes, Cana found something shocking.As it turned out, Brooke’s parents worked at some sort of organization named Kismet. Cana had never heard of it before, but they had specialized in espionage, and it didn’t exactly seem…legal. Apparently, Brooke had orchestrated everything since day one. She’d fallen infatuated with Cana, and also held a deep, sick jealousy towards him. She wanted to hurt him, to ‘humble’ him, she wanted to take him down and also have him all to herself.Looking at these chat messages overwhelmed Cana, they made him realize that nothing about their relationship could’ve been anything other than sick and violent. That had been the point of it, it was all on purpose. He’d been so engrossed and disgusted, he barely noticed when Brooke came out of the shower, already having dried herself off.Brooke looked at him expectantly, her expression unreadable. Cana couldn’t take it anymore, having been abused for so long and in such an awful way, he’d been the one to initiate the physical altercation. He fought for survival, some part of his brain had felt that he needed to kill her in order to escape. Maybe, deep down, he knew Brooke wouldn't let him leave this encounter alive after finding out about Kismet. He’d been reduced to a scared, snapping animal, what else was he to do but become the monster he was told he’s always been?Cana fought valiantly, having dealt heavy blows to her, he very well could’ve killed her, and he wanted to. But at one key point, he hesitated; it was only for a second, but it was a second too late, and it gave Brooke the upper hand. The night ended with Cana having been strangled to death on their bed.When Cana opened his eyes again, rather than Brooke, he’d been met with Lucifer’s towering figure.Knowing how he met his end, knowing that he’d fallen victim to Brooke’s violent bitterness, Lucifer offered him a specialized position in Hell; to work as the head of the department of Envy, punishing sinners who’d landed themselves in his domain, until the end of time.
VI. Golden Idol
For all his life, Isaiah Orunitemi Ogunkoya had been surrounded by illness in some way, shape, or form. Born in Manchester and being of Nigerian background, his community was very important to him and his family even moreso.It was at a very young age that Isaiah had learned that some people’s bodies were just different, in ways that created unique challenges and varying needs. His grandmother, for one, always seemed to be unwell. It was like she was always sick, he noted, and as he was told later on, he wasn’t exactly wrong. In fact, Isaiah was made aware that his grandmother had a specific kind of sickness, one that would never go away.She wasn’t the only one who was ill, this type of thing was hereditary, so himself, his parents, and siblings all had to learn how to handle chronic illness. But for Isaiah’s grandmother, having grown older, these things took a much larger toll on her body than anyone else’s. As Isaiah grew into an adult, he dedicated himself to being the one to take care of her in her final years.Isaiah’s grandmother was strong-willed, she had a fire in her chest and breadth to her voice, but she also understood when to let go of things she couldn’t control. Though her body was failing her, she was still very much exuberant and alive, up until her very last breath.Isaiah, for all that he grew up with, had never been afraid of illness. His grandmother’s life and legacy left a strong impression on him, and with him struggling with auto-immune diseases himself, he threw himself head-first into the world of medicine. It was far from easy, but with the support of his family, and the knowledge of how to manage his own conditions, he made it far within medical school, specializing in bio-medicine and the research of end-of-life care.Soon enough, he’d earned a role as a medical assistant to a set of clinical trials, helmed by Dr. Owen Maddox. His role was simple; he was to overlook the care of patients with terminal cancers of varying types, and administer controlled doses of Psilocybin (colloquially known as ‘magic mushrooms’) to see if the hallucinogen, combined with intensive therapy, could help patients find peace within the existential nature of their conditions.Almost right away, however, Isaiah noticed there was something odd about his patients. They were afraid, not just of their conditions, and not as a result of the hallucinogens, but of his supervisor. He got to spend a lot of time with them, talk to them about how they felt, how they were treated, and learned that they were in massive amounts of pain.Isaiah wasted no time investigating for himself, but when he approached Dr. Maddox, he was merely shrugged off. Told that the drugs were likely making them imagine things, told that the nature of their symptoms were interfering with their perceptive skills, that what they had to say couldn’t be trusted at face value. But Isaiah knew what it was like, to spend time with those nearing their end of life, and had done hours of research into what his patients were afflicted with. Something wasn’t adding up.Perhaps against his better judgement, Isaiah went digging through documentation his supervisor had been keeping hidden. What he found was unlike anything he could’ve imagined, Isaiah had uncovered something truly horrific.Dr. Maddox was helming an operation dubbed ‘Project Tithonus’, which sought to uncover the science behind immortality, and was using those with terminal conditions as low-risk test subjects he could enact horrible things on. This included replacing ‘diseased’ vital organs, cell networks, and entire systems of functioning within the human body with ‘healthy’ ones taken from other subjects.When they inevitably died as a result of the experimentation, no one would investigate the cause of death. And, if they were being administered mind-altering drugs as well, surely, no one would take whatever they’d say about the abuse seriously. Shocked and appalled at these findings, Isaiah knew that something had to be done about this.It seemed, at this rate, that confrontation was inevitable. Meeting his supervisor at a rooftop, isolated from prying eyes, Isaiah revealed he knew what he’d been doing. Dr. Maddox didn’t seem surprised or ashamed at all, he said, merely, that this was the cost of doing science, that suffering is the price of progress. He revealed to Isaiah that he’d been working with an organization entitled ‘Kismet’, and that he planned to become the face of this new innovation in science.Something within Isaiah snapped upon hearing this; though he’s not a violent person, he found he couldn’t bear to put up with one more second of this. To think of human lives as so easily disposable, to benefit off the abuse of the vulnerable simply to feed his sense of pride, it rattled Isaiah to his core. Faster than he could think, he tackled his supervisor, getting into a tousle that ended with the both of them hurtling off the edge of the roof, the two of them plummeting to the hard concrete below.Through everything, Isaiah was defined by his sense of justice, his drive to do good things and to protect vulnerable people. He understood that his life expectancy was naturally shorter by nature of being chronically ill, but that didn’t deter him from using the time he had on Earth to try and do good for people, to give his time, energy, and life for his values.Just because he was dead didn’t mean that had to change any time soon. Having been a victim of one man’s hubris in thinking he could usurp the natural order, having been the one to bring that man down, Isaiah was assigned the head of the Department of Pride by Lucifer himself.
VII. Scratch (Leave You Starstruck)
Micah Xuan Tien had always lived life on the razor’s edge, she liked it that way.
Born and raised in Brooklyn, she studied music business and worked in accounting; when she was in college, she met her soon-to-be husband, Cyrus Ngo, who’d been studying criminology. The two fell in love almost immediately, and were married as soon as they’d graduated during a weekend stint in Las Vegas.Life was good for a little while, grand, even. Cyrus became a private investigator, whilst Micah worked her desk job in the mornings and sang in Jazz clubs in the evenings. They lived comfortably in the heart of Brooklyn, where it seemed nothing could go wrong. But beneath the surface, trouble had been brewing.As soon as he was out into the work force, Cyrus grew quickly disillusioned with his work. He went into the field of criminal justice from a desire to do what was right, something he was deeply passionate about, but as had become quickly apparent, justice, as it was administered by the state, was not exactly just.Though the money was nice, a sense of cynicism quickly overtook whatever naive passion Cyrus may have started out with. One day, while idling at his work desk, he came across an old newspaper clipping, one from around the 1970s, about an ex-detective in Texas who left the force in order to hunt down and murder sexual predators on his own. This novel story was truly the spark that lit the match, it inspired something within Cyrus’ heart.He proposed to Micah that they start their own organization, a syndicate named ‘Kismet’, that would deliver their own justice independent of the state. Free of corruption, he posited that Micah handle the business side of things, while Cyrus would handle tracking down, investigating, and disposing of the criminal scum that managed to slip past the cracks of the judicial system. Micah, sharing in Cyrus’ values, agreed wholeheartedly with this operation. Together, they felt as though they could take on the world.To describe Kismet as a contracted murder business would’ve been crass, but not inaccurate. It was fronted and laundered out of a popular casino, one that Micah owned and operated, while Cyrus would get in touch with and hire hitmen to carry out the dirty work. As it turned out, there were many people in the city who were in the business of such services; cheating spouses, murderers, abusers of all sorts, all it took was a stack of cold, hard cash, and they’d be silently wiped off the map.Micah and Cyrus had started Kismet from a reasonably-noble cause, but as the popular idiom goes, money corrupts, and power even moreso. Though they were never destitute, the two of them were seeing wealth beyond their wildest dreams, and Kismet grew at a rate neither had ever expected. As a result, the standards for what constituted ‘justice’ had slowly become more…subjective.Micah was a lot of things, but stupid wasn’t one of them. Having worked directly beneath the hood, she was well-aware of the ways the both of them were losing sight of the point of Kismet’s existence; it was a truth that nagged at her, one that made getting a silent night’s sleep near-impossible. But she wasn’t the one actually taking part in the operations, of course, that was all out of her control, she told herself. All the dirty work was Cyrus’ domain, so it would’ve been all his responsibility if things were to go off the rails; it just so happened that Micah got to indulge in the fruits of the murder, is all.Living a life of opulence and wealth, Micah turned a blind eye to the way Kismet’s goals had morphed, and enabled the atrocities being run by her husband. Up until the point that Kismet grew to be a monster, a tumor spreading far beyond Micah’s control, and, one day, things had become personal.As it turned out, nothing was truly sacred. One of Micah’s close childhood friends, a civilian none too different than your average Jane Doe, was marked as a victim of one of Kismet’s hitmen. It was silly, really, for Micah to feel so betrayed by the product of her own negligence, to only begin caring about her misdeeds when they started affecting her personally. But it was a sobering moment, one that made her realize the monster she’d become, none the better than the evil she swore to destroy.The truth was, Micah wasn’t powerless or defenseless in any way. To deny that she had agency in what Kismet had become would be to deny the role she played in the death of a loved one, in the deaths of many people who truly may not have deserved it. Maybe no one could be reasonably expected to hold this much power and control in one lifetime, and to have assumed that she would’ve been any better, that she was somehow an exception to human nature, was to have fallen to her own hubris.It wasn’t enough to personally fess up to everything, or to disengage from what she’s done, Micah decided. If she was going to do this, she had to go big or go home. She planned to confront Cyrus, kill him herself if she had to, then turn herself in to the police, releasing all of Kismet’s secrets and documents in the meanwhile, making sure that the empire she created would topple at her own discretion.It was quickly evidenced, however, that Cyrus had not shared in her clarity or self-reflection. Micah knew upon confronting him that he would be outraged, resistant, that he would put up a fight; she didn’t think it would’ve mattered what he did or didn’t know, if she would dispose of him anyway. But as it turned out, Cyrus had more hands-on experience with their services than she expected him to.That night, the two of them entered a tousle that ended with the both of them dead, having met their respective end through the barrel of a gun held by their other half. Leadership of Kismet was passed down to the next in line, while Micah would awaken within the pits of hell.Though undeniably a sinner in her own right, rotten in her ways, Micah held valuable perspective and experiences within the mind of a killer. She was crowned the head of the Department of Greed, having been both victim to and perpetrator of the sin, she found that her life in Hell shared striking parallels to her legacy on Earth.
VIII. ROT
Sa’eed Al-Shamsi was born into a world much too complicated and convoluted, with rules that were simultaneously inflexible and yet entirely arbitrary. At home, things were simple. Only the strong survive.Having been born to an Iraqi father and Sudanese mother within the town of Fujairah, Sa’eed knew of struggle well before they had so much as left the womb. Their father had worked long hours in Dubai for slave wages, while their mother helped get them and their siblings by in whatever ways she could. They took care of each other, because in a life where poverty was just one missed paycheck away, their family was all they would ever truly have.Though Sa’eed had been labelled as an outcast growing up, ostracized from their peers, that didn’t matter to them. In fact, they were more than fine with being relegated to the margins of a society that was so cruel to begin with. That was, until tragedy struck, and their father had been injured badly during a construction accident, leading to him losing his job. This would be disastrous enough on its own, but their family had initially immigrated to the United Arab Emirates under the conditions of a work visa, and thus, they were at risk of deportation.Being the oldest of their siblings, it was on Sa’eed’s shoulders to find work. But all the things that made them strange in childhood; their sensitivity to bright lights and loud noises, their inability to understand social conventions, the exhaustion they would experience just by going about their day, made them seemingly unhireable. When, one day, they were contacted by an organization known as Kismet, an American “entertainment agency” seeking to expand markets into the Middle East, the prospect was too good to pass up.Sa’eed knew well what kind of business this actually was. They had not been contracted as an assassin, rather, they worked in tech and software, creating the digital infrastructure for which Kismet operated. They knew well what their talents were being used for, but, in the most literal sense of the term, they couldn’t afford to care. Their desperation made them a prime target for predation, what made them vulnerable was what made them valuable.It was a kill or be killed world out there, moral concern was a privilege afforded to those who didn’t grow up hearing their father cry himself to sleep from the pain of his manual labor job, squeezed in with four other siblings in a single bed.If nothing else, at least the money was good. They didn’t have to talk, or stand, they could just keep their mouth shut and code. This made them an ideal employee, but an even easier target.As it turns out, most people who would choose to work in an assassin’s agency weren’t exactly the kindest. Though Sa’eed kept to themselves, they were still somehow immediately clocked as being an “other”, regardless of how they chose to mask their more unique behaviors. Their co-workers sought to mock and otherwise torment them for seemingly innocuous things. It started off with just some biting comments and light ribbing, but when Sa’eed didn’t respond in the way they wanted them to, things began escalating.Within their peers existed this irrational, deep-seeded hatred for the other, for those who had the audacity to reject the social norm, regardless of how ultimately inconsequential. But maybe it wasn’t even Sa’eed’s strangeness that made them so hated, rather it was their unwillingness to let it be minimized.Sa’eed wasn’t here to make friends or allies, they weren’t interested in the social conventions that everyone else sought to enforce. Thus, when one person would bite, they would bite back, and escalate in-turn. No longer bothering to mask the anger that had lived within them since the day they were first made to feel so shunned and ashamed. When, one day, an instance of a cruel prank played on Sa’eed turned into a physical altercation, ending with Sa’eed’s tormentor in the hospital, they knew their time here was probably limited.It wasn’t a very smart idea, for someone like them to make enemies within the underground, but Sa’eed had never been one to easily intuit social rules. It just felt so good to let loose, to release that pent-up aggression onto a target that deserved it. Regardless, they knew they were playing with fire. After such an altercation, their vulnerabilities would be identified and exploited, and though they didn’t care much for what came of their own safety, their family’s was of much greater concern.But they were always a step ahead. Throughout their time at Kismet, Sa’eed had been embezzling money through the systems they were developing. Routing that money into a private bank account and converting it into cash, keeping it within a locked safe, buried within the outskirts of the town. It was only a matter of time before this scheme was inevitably discovered, and with their past track record, Kismet was not interested in keeping their separation bloodless.But why just kill Sa’eed for an act of treason when things could be made so much more interesting? The plan was simple; kidnap Sa’eed, rough them up a little, and record a ransom video, demanding the millions that they had stolen to be given back. Then, rather than actually set them free, have them be killed in front of their parents, simultaneously tying up a loose end and acting as a lesson for all who witnessed their death.And all was going according to plan, at first, until Sa’eed had refused to comply with the ransom script. Rather than begging for their life, or reacting in any way that would’ve implied weakness, they remained silent.Perhaps it was easy for them to dissociate from it all, knowing what they had in store. They knew how Kismet operated, better than anyone else, and were able to predict this very scheme. Prior to the kidnapping, they had placed traps within the room, designed to electrocute anyone who had the misfortune of being in it, including Sa’eed themself. Knowing that, by doing this, they were at least able to guarantee an avenue of escape for their family, knowing that their father had the location and code to the safe, it made pressing the button just that bit easier.Throughout their life, Sa’eed had known anger better than any other emotion. Physiologically, it felt like they were simply designed to feel anger only in extremes, and perhaps it didn’t help that they were born and socialized within a world in which anger was the only sensible, safe emotion to feel. This, upon their death within the bowels of Kismet, awarded Sa’eed the position of Head of the Department of Wrath.
IX. Run Rabbit Run
Alice Engström was a young girl born in Helsinki, Finland, and before she had so much as taken her first breath, her fate had been determined for her.Alice was born to parents that had both worked in Kismet, and from birth, they sought to raise a daughter who would fit right into the ‘family business’, so to speak. Someone who could be programmed from birth to follow orders and rules, for whom the dirty world of contracted murder would be just another part of home life, a clean slate that would never know a rebellious thought.But unfortunately, this ‘project’ of theirs never came to be. And a significant reason as to why was the fact that Alice had been born with a rare genetic disorder colloquially named albinism, which had significantly hindered her vision; though she had some limited form of sight, she was considered legally blind.Additionally, by the age of eight, Alice had been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, which led to chronic pain and fatigue. Then, as she had developed, her growth was severely stunted, her height maxing out at 4’10”, her frame seeming sickly with hardly any muscle or fat on her body. It seemed that, to her parents, Alice had been a complete failure.That wasn’t for lack of trying from Alice, however. She was desperate for love and attention from her parents, she worked herself until she was sick and in agony, just to try to prove herself to them as a daughter worth being proud of. She began work at the age of 14, tasked with disposing of evidence and collecting money; quickly, however, this type of work proved to be overwhelming for her, as it would for anyone her age. Despite her very best efforts, there was nothing Alice could do to ever be enough.As soon as she had been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, she was already considered a lost cause, and was pawned off to her older brother, Lewis. Unlike their parents, Lewis had been present for Alice, having been the one to teach her literacy and math skills, to find ways to make the world accessible to her; truly, in a world this cruel and this cold, they had been the only ones there to care for one another. Eventually, Alice grew disillusioned with her parents, and chose instead to look to her brother.Alongside Lewis’ help, Alice’s potential was able to be realized. She was exceedingly smart, analytical, and had a knack for solving puzzles well beyond what was expected of her age.Lewis, too, had been in the ‘family business’, though he was much more favored by his parents for his able body. The truth was, however, he and Alice had been a team in their own right; there was no way he would have been able to make it this far had it not been for Alice’s help in coming up with smart strategies and exit plans. In each one of their excursions, his sister had been the one to do all the thinking, Lewis merely knew how to carry her plans out.This, of course, mattered little to their parents, who sought to move Lewis up another rung of the corporate ladder. There was just one issue holding back his perceived progression, however; Lewis had potential, but also came with a caveat, a vulnerability that could easily be exploited. A proper hitman needed to have no earthly attachments of his own, so this was just another way in which Alice had been considered a burden by her parents.When Lewis had become proficient enough, he was told that every Kismet professional needed to go through one more trial before becoming fully integrated into the organization. It was a rather simple test, all things considered; before he could ‘graduate’, he had to kill the person in his life whom he was most attached to.It was a test of dedication and rigour, he was told, but Lewis saw it as nothing more than simple cruelty. Though he was good at his work, he didn’t particularly enjoy what this profession did to him or how it had endangered both him and his sister. Secretly, Lewis and Alice had been collecting money of their own, hoping to save up enough to where they could run away together and escape this hell, a project helmed and budgeted by Alice herself. He hadn’t wanted to give up on that dream yet.For his disobedience, Lewis had to be punished. Discipline was the primary value of a trained Kismet professional, and if Lewis had to learn this lesson the hard way, then so be it.That was the sight that Alice happened to stumble upon, at that moment. Her brother, the only person in her life she cared for, beaten and bloodied on the ground, his right eye ripped from its socket.Something within Alice had snapped at that moment. Her whole life, she had been trampled on, walked over, made to feel lesser-than for things that weren’t her fault, abused for the audacity of being born the way that she was. Maybe she had been too permissive of all she had faced, but this? This wasn’t something she could put up with.Alice’s parents had made one fatal flaw, and that was vastly underestimating her and her abilities. After all, what could one small, sickly girl ever do that could be of real concern? They let loose secrets, codes, and classified information around her, careless with their words. Alice, too, had been raised within the world of crime, she knew how these things worked.What began as an altercation quickly escalated into a shootout that had lasted an extended period of time, where Alice, though frail and at a visual disadvantage, was able to kill both of her parents, shooting them in the chest. This exchange didn’t go about as smoothly as she would’ve liked, because Alice found herself with a bullet embedded within the flesh of her side.The real irony was that it wasn’t even the gunshot that had ended up killing Alice, it was the shock and subsequent heart attack that took her life. She had been failed, in every way imaginable by the adults that were supposed to protect her, but in her last moments, she had taken things into her own hands. She held the cold, unerring black steel of a pistol, and used the power it had granted her to change fate. If not for herself, then for the only person she truly loved.Alice found herself at relative peace during her final moments. Lewis had been the only survivor of that horrible night. She died knowing that, if nothing else, he would at least be safe from hereon out.When Alice had awoken once more, she found herself within the deepest bowels of hell. All her life, from the moment she was born up until her last breath, she had been a victim of her parents’ sloth, their unwillingness to care for a child that didn’t meet the conventions of what an able body looked like, who lacked ‘use’, and by extension, worth. With her intimate understanding of the sin, she had been crowned the Head of the Department of Sloth.